I'm heading to bed early. Today I have just been really down, and cant stop thinking about what my son has to go through. It makes me question whether we are doing the right thing or not. Is there a right and wrong thing in this situation? Should we keep going and putting him through these sedated MRIs and all this stuff. But then if we stop and he becomes paralyzed or the tumor spreads beyond fixing, then I would live a life of regrets and what ifs.
Well after today I am just mentally worn out. Grayson has another Dr appt tomorrow at 1pm, his pre-op appt. Just a check up to make sure he is good to go for the sedation on Wednesday.
I have lots of pics to upload tomorrow, from today. I just don't have time right now. They are super cute! :)